A Moon Full Of Questions

July 6 2009

Full moon in Capricorn.

Today, I stepped outside of illusion, finally having realized that everything that we have ever been told is skewed at best and more likely than not, outright lies. On the one hand I feel powerless to control or even comprehend the depth which we are fooled and duped, from flouride in the water and mercury in our teeth to vaccinations and genetically altered food, global warming lies, terrorist cover ups, and FDA monopolizing, now I find out that it is very likely that the moon is teeming with life and we have been lied to all of these years about what we know about what really exists on the surface of the moon. This is just getting out, but like everything else, has been being leaked slowly for decades. The more searching I do, the more I stumble across.

Tonight as the full moon in Capricorn rises outside in my front yard, I go out to look at it and I think to myself all of the ways that it is significant to my life that the moon is inhabited, if indeed it is so. Today I watched some compelling video by a man named Jose Escamilla and his video is called Moon Rising. Its on YouTube. In it, he documents hundreds even thousands of photographs that have been covered up, doctored and otherwise altered for public viewing  and photos that appear to clearly show the existence of domes and crafts on the surface of a beautiful, colorful moon. Those photos are compelling, shocking and significant in so many ways. And would I really put it past them to lie to us about it after they have deceived us in so many other ways? Everything is a fucking conspiracy! So why is that? Why would they keep us in the dark about it? Are the beings on the moon the E.T.s of our experience, much closer than ever anticipated? Are they benevolent? It is doubtful after hearing some stories of abductees. 

What is really going on here?  Cities and structures? Total inhabitation? Is it true and what if it is?  What vision should I be holding for this? How should I be approaching this realization, that  every night as the moon passes overhead, countless faces have been looking out across millions of miles, pondering our existence, or perhaps even shaping it in some ways? What are we to know?  

The moon is the only distant place that we can actually look at from our vantage point on the earth. We can’t see Pittsburgh from our backyard unless we live on the outskirts of Pittsburgh. But we can see the moon every day, marking time in our lives, stemming ocean waves and rivers of menstrual blood, patterns of migration and  neuro chemicals in our brains.

This new information asks us to wake up ask ourselves what is really just behind the curtain of our spoon fed reality, and replace it instead with the nourishment of personal awareness and the ability to accept what we find in reality, even if it does not hold up to our feeble representations of it. We have to be able to grow with the task at hand.  As long as we continually strive to awaken and uphold our personal evolution on this planet, we will come to the understandings that we  need to.

We each declare our own way forward. For now, I still have my worries and my ever growing awareness of just how deeply the lies have been perpetuated and I can think of nothing better than to completely escape… to literally drop out of such a dominant civilization as would attempt to control and diminish the worlds population for their own gains and to their own ends.

Something good that I can do, though, is ask light and spiritual love into the universe to bathe every surface and cell, every chord and transmission like a tonic, promising that the highest vibration is emitted that will foster the illumination of the darkness and tyranny which have given us these lies to contend with by covering up the truth from us. If we are to ever change the course of action of the indignities done to us by our predecessors, our leaders, those who we have allowed to come into power, then we must let go of the blame and instead stand up and realize the true potential for understanding and awakening that we DO have.

We can work through our issues here on earth. One moment at a time, the veil is pulled back, and we reveal to ourselves that the very fabric of reality as we know it lies farther down than we usually ever go. But then we go there, and we see that fabric of existence unfolding and the colors and the subtle vibration. We come into contact with entities from the other realms and sometimes other worlds. We wonder where they have come from and why they have chosen to show themselves.

No matter what is going on, it begins right here with me, with you, and we can choose to infuse the situation with the clarity of light and unconditional love. Bringing light to the situation, focusing on creating the best vibration that we possibly can, in the moment,  we arrive at a place that feels like home because we have put it there. It is said that we all have gifts and talents, and that expressing them in our own unique way is the goal of our individual creative lives. Whether we accomplish that in one dynamic way or in a variety of smaller, less enigmatic ways does not matter, as long as we express our aims and create in our lives with awareness. 

Many of us are stuck in limbo, predominantly because we work for a living and what time we have to ourselves we spend in front of a screen of some kind absorbing information. All the while lies are perpetuated and we remain in the dark. It isn’t a place where we can afford to be much longer.  We can only assume that these things are true and work to bring light to their existence.  Are we the  recipients of  the watchful gaze of perhaps millions of beings up there?  Who are they?  How involved is our military? Our Government? The World Governtments? Just as I would never have really assumed that our government was preparing for mass extinction, the evidence that I am seeing is presenting the contrary. 

We can focus our awareness on bringing light and understanding, awareness and energy, into the world and all of its affairs. That is what some of us are good at, unless wee become too bogged down by the shit that we have going on to see it within ourselves, but if you’ve read this far than you are obviously already aware that you have an innate connection with divine universal intelligence and that you can tap in at will to this force and project it, infuse it and create with it.

If you aren’t aware of that, then become aware of it, right now. Feel the life force energy surging through you. This is what we are. However we come to know it matters not, as long as we come to it.  I’m feeling the strong push towards seriously blissing out, for the sake of humanity. Is it wrong to be blissed out? Is it wrong to be accepting? Is there a difference between spiritual love and unconditional love?  Looking into the face of a government that’s full of lies, a government that wants to kill us, and offering the magic of light and spiritual love is not an easy task. 

This is a moment in which the impulsive light of awareness that even those things and people who would be my enemies in this world are flowing with the same energetic infusion of atoms and ether as I am, and we are therefore one and the same, whether we are here or on the moon or in parallel universes or in 900 a.d., we are all infused with the same essence, that force of existence on some level.

So it is with spiritual love, rather than unconditional love that I navigate my life, not as travelling a treacherous sea of enemies who wish to destroy me, but with beauty and grace that I go forth into the ethers, in whatever form and whatever way my human frame will choose to support me, and I infuse the world with light and spiritual love for we are all one beautiful energy, firing off like so many fireflies in an endless field of plantain.

My job is to hold the vision, hold the love and hold the light. I really know and understand that this is my vision. I do know, deep in my spiritual soul, that the true reason that I was born into this incarnation on this planet at this time is to offer healing, growth, energy and spiritual love AS my calling, not in addition to my calling.  I may as well begin living up to it.

Coincidences,  awakenings and opportunities continually surface that remind me that what is most important . Remarkably, it is what is most easily accomplished if we just sort of get out of the way of our intuition and let ourselves move with the flow of the life force within us. Our rigid personalities, our characteristic behaviors, all detract from our connection to source. We spend far too much time being logical and reasoning away the explanations of a world that we are all too familiar with, but just under the hazy atmosphere of which is hidden the vastly disregarded truth, bubbling to the surface for anyone who has eyes to see it.

What are a planet full of peaceful energy beings to do? Infuse it with light! OK, change the legislation, abolish the government, stand up for our rights and don’t let our civil liberties be snatched out from under us without so much as a wink while we remain comatose, media-fed cattle being primed with hormones and vaccines and led to the slaughterhouse blissfully unaware of everything that is going on. Do something! And then do something MORE and Infuse the world with light and spiritual love, which will begin to create the shift to peace that we want to reach. Look around. We do want to reach peace, don’t we?