I had some excellent life coaching this evening. My conversation with Mel ran twenty minutes long simply because we were both enjoying the revelations, I think. I felt connected, thanks to her powerful visualization and coaching presence, to the full body, full throttle current that runs through everything. It had been too long since my last true connect.
Melanie asked a few really key questions, and she kept me on track when I would start to runn off into an entirely new direction, as I have a tendency to do. But I did more than 80 percent of the talking, and what came out was one healthy understanding after another. I recognized parts of myself for the very first time. That is what good life coaching can do for you, and it is certainly worth paying for.
I love life coaching, especially when it is totally life changing. I thrive on coaching that transcends the surface level and hits deep right from the start, popping me out of my long held perspectives in an instant. That is why I coach the same way.
There are so many opportunities for us to know ourselves better and better with each new day. Do we take these opportunities for what they afford us? Or do we plow forward alone, directionless and unheard? I know what feels better for me. Talking about myself and coming to terms with who I am.
Categorized in Life Coaching
My life is magical. I’m fairly certain that all life is. Lately I’ve been having these remarkable insights and strokes of what can only be called divine guidance, as far as I’m concerned, yet it seems to flow right out of my thoughts as if it were nothing special.
Life has begun to take on the characteristics of something so much more phenomenal than just regular awareness. Kundalini awakenings are happening so frequently that they seem to be a regular occurence. They happen while I’m dancing, driving, receiving bodywork and having sex. They happen because I’ve opened the door to them, and because it’s time.
I know what my purpose is…it is to inform people in whatever way that I can that they are magical beings capable of far more than they think that they are. This is my mission and my souls purpose, to spread this loving awareness.
I’m so grateful to have finally found this awareness, even though I am barely, and I’m talking BARELY skimming the surface of my power, but already my life has totally transformed. It is phenomenal, really, that we’ve been hiding under these blankets of skin and bone for so long with all of these creative abilities, and we have NO idea how much of it is of our own doing.
It’s time to remember.
Categorized in Personal Growth
This question was recently posed to me by a loving and wise woman…
“What do you know already about what you were made to do?”
No one has ever asked me this question before.
When I was in my 20’s, I felt like I was attempting to balance my life on a tightrope made of razor wire. Every step was painful, standing still was painful…but to fall off would have been worse. I had all of these insights coming to me and through me, even then…insights about my spiritual nature, about manifesting, about raising my vibration, but i was still far too encapsulated in my own insecurities to feel like I was making any real progress. I felt that my true calling was concealed, and that even if I had known what it was, I would not have had the power to realize it, nor would it have been appreciated.
I was playing hide and seek with my soul.
I knew that there was much more to life than what I was exhibiting. I wanted to raise myself up, to break the chains of reasoning that held me captive in the ‘real world’, which wasn’t a place that I really wanted to be. I didn’t realize at the time that what the outside world was providing me was opportunities to challenge my way of thinking in order to help me grow. At the time all I could see were obstacles. I didn’t know with full awareness what I was made to do, but I had a distinct feeling that if I could just open up to it, it would all be right there, waiting for me to embrace it and to bring it out of the shadows at last.
At the age of 40, I now realize with enthusiasm that I am opening up more to what I was made to do than at any other time in my life. There is something about the clarity of mind that comes when we are actively engaged in our process… our energy literally lights us up, and we become whole and perfect just as we are. Taking the liberty to free ourselves from other people’s notions about who we are and what we need, we can heal our wounded selves in an instant, once we are ready. It requires mastering the ability to craft our lives with intention…
Ultimately, this is what I was made to do. This is what, I believe, we were all made to do. Healing our wounded selves and realizing our essence is a life’s work, and our personal responsibility. Though we were all made for this process and we all have the capacity to watch this process unfold in our own lives, not all of us are willing to step up and participate in life so fully, for to do so it is necessary to give up our illusions and embrace the emotional land mines that we have tried for so long to step lightly around. It is difficult work. It is incredibly empowering work. It is what I was made to do, and with each new realization, and each new observation I become my essential self, and in so doing, become a force of energy, wisdom, light and love that people can draw from, whether they realize that they are doing it, or not.
I was made for this.
I was made to realign myself with my essential nature and to assist others in that very process of unfoldment in whatever ways that feel most true. I have given up on the notion that I was made to do any one thing in particular as far as a profession or a career goes, although it is undeniable that writing is meant to play a large part in my life.
Instead, my life path is malleable, and new possibilities are coming up all of the time, showing me different ways of helping people feel good about who they are no matter what is going on around them, giving me new tools to use in my own healing, and new ways to help others with theirs. When I think about what I was made to do, I get a distinct sensation of my Self as a beautiful, radiant energy being, filled with color and love, light and truth, and this energy bubbles and rises up out through my chakras and literally explodes out into the vastness of space and throughout all time. This energy explosion is representative of all of the ways that I am fulfilling my true responsibility here in this lifetime. I know that I have much work left to do, but I am consistent in my development, and I am far more ready, now, to do what I was made to do. I can release the idea that I have to perform a certain task in life and instead fully embrace the essence of what it means to be a force for good, shining a light of clarity upon all who come into my life, for whatever reason.
I realize that every single person and interaction is yet another chance to raise our vibration here on Earth. I realize that each spoken word, each thought, each movement is based in energy, which is ALL of EXISTENCE. I take nothing lightly, yet I release attachment to everything…
I was made for this realization and made to take it further, to give it to others if they want to play with the idea. While most people get hung up in the details, get snagged by power struggles, remain isolated from others by our own imprisoning thoughts and look to what is external to ourselves for happiness and gratification, this doesn’t have to be. And by evolving my own soul, by living through my essential self and relating to others from this place of truth as often as I can, I create a life around me that is conducive to what I was made to do. It all just flows effortlessly, and people see that and are irresistibly drawn to the possibility of that transformation in their own life.
I was made to awaken, to heal, and to radiate unconditional love into this world and everything that resides within it.
Categorized in Personal Growth
Tags: balancing wholeness, enlightenment, essential nature, raising awareness, releasing, spirituality